I've messed it up and It's all my fault.

 Like from two posts ago, I mentioned a friend group I hated. Going back, the friends I still have that still have contact to the ones from the friend group I hate, I REGRET INTRODUCING THEM, WHAT HAVE I REALLY DONE? 

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